Oh, Belladonna, never knew the pain Maybe I'm crazy, maybe it'll drive me insane The open letter just carelessly placed And your moving silence, the tea so delicately laced
Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much
Came from passion and you gave it a name The fingers of poison like needles in the drivin' rain So smile discreetly as you watch with such grace Now I must slip away but can you forget my face
Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much
Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much Out of reach, out of touch How you've learned to hate so much
물론, 여전히 어지럽고 사나운 마음이 불쑥 불쑥 고개를 내밀지만, 그 농도는 많이 옅어졌다.
그리고, 작지만 새로운 사실을 하나 발견했는데, 의미없이 보내는 시간이 줄었다.
가령, 아무 생각없이 스마트폰으로 카페를 접속한다던가, 페이스 북, 혹은 날이 선 댓글들을 보는 걸 자연스레 멀리하게 되었다.이것도 작아보이지만 상당히 의미있는 변화이다, 어느 순간 '어' 하면서 깨닳게 되었다.그리고 나도 모르게 고개를 끄덕이며 만족스런 미소를 지었다.
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